1-4-08

I'm going to do this, but today wasn't the day.

Probably wouldn't have been so bad if I wasn't upset and angry with so many people. Why does it seem like everyone makes you mad at the same time. To be quite honest this isn't a good time for and I'm taking it out on food. For those of you who don't know my Mom passed away on Jan 6, 2007. So this is the one year anniversary... is that even the word used? I'm certainly not celebrating the fact, but it just brings back all the memories and feelings for that time. And it hurts so bad to know I can't just pick up the phone and call her. I really should stop this... I'm gonna start crying all over again.

It shouldn't be an excuse for my bad behavior, but I guess that's just the way I'm dealing with things at the moment.

Also looks like I won't make my 3x per week exercise goal. But I'm not out of the game (even though it just started). I just need to get passed this weekend or figure out another way to deal with my frustrations.

Breakfast: frosted mini wheat cereal
Snacks: 2 frozen waffles, milk, Sprite, doritos
Supper: (cheddar's) chicken fried steak, mashed potatos, green beans, chips w/salsa & queso